Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Java Jones

944p Wed
Office hours. I can usually count on the early part of any quarter of school for a lackadaisical turnout for my java jones office hours. I don't mind it all, it gives me that transition to make me realize it is now the evening. So what does one really do in the evening. As someone who speaks of sleeping an average of 2-3 hours a night, I'm a little confused as to when this occurrence actually happens. Asking me what my routine is every night is rather difficult to answer as it changes every night. So I don't look for routine to help define my evening, I rather let the evening define me. I may jumping around doing different tasks but I'm still acting like me. I'm not a different person in the many different hats I wear during the day. This has helped me tremendously on concentrating how to be a better me. If I have a definition, than you know more than I , as I believe that even with the foundation that I have built, I am still being defined, redefined, and refined. I just hope with all the effort it is for the better; for me first, and ultimately for everyone else.
This cafe, as many times that I have been here in the last 2 years of talking with students, has somewhat of a different ambiance; almost as if I am in a lower eastern asia restaurant waiting for the storm to arrive. There are people scrambling around the streets as if they were looking for cover. If not diretly looking at them, as I'm concentrating on this computer screen, but I can feel their stress tonight.
Java jones is closed now. So am I.
9:56p

No comments:

Post a Comment